I'm ripping out my heart for you...No.
You have other hearts to protect.
Mine doesn't matter.
Can you just destroy it for me?
It hurts too much to live with it.
I rather be an emotionless zombie.
I won't even need a mask anymore.
Just get rid of it.
Please..
End my pain...
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Them three.I loved you longer than anyone. And always loved you more then them. No matter the pain you made me go through.Them three.
I promised I'd always be there. I always kept my arms open for you. Oh, if you only knew how I felt. How much it hurt me to see you with those other girls. But you thought you were doing the right thing. I can't blame you. I should've spoke up and told you the truth. Maybe now you'd understand. But all I do is keep quiet. Making you believe I'm fine. You should never believe those words I say. I've never been fine.
We were best f
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Him. I was laying in my bed, listening to the rain fall when I glanced at the clock. Great, 2:30am, another night without sleep, I thought. I turned over onto my back and groaned, fighting back another wave of tears. Sighing, I started mumbling to myself, feeling my eyes begin to water. Suddenly I hear a knock at the window. I throw off the covers and get up to see who it was. I opened the curtains and standing there was Him.Him.
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Hate.HateHate.
I hate that I love too easily, and end up being heartbroken everytime. I hate that I hide behind a mask, because no one really cares. I hate that people pretend to care, when really they can care less. I hate that I cry so much, that it doesn't even help anymore. I hate that I haven't felt like me, or even who I used to be. I hate looking in a mirror, to see the broken down person I really am. I hate that I have so much depression, that it feels like I'm drowning in it. I hate that I cut, just so I can get rid of inner pain. I hat
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Real or Another Fairy Tale?What's the point in caring for you,Real or Another Fairy Tale?
for loving you. I love you more than anyone I've ever met But still you throw me to the curve, like a worn down toy.
I opened up to you and trusted you, I still do. I come to you for help and advice. I fall in love all over again. But the thing is, love always leads to heartbreak.
I'm starting to wonder if love is real, or just a fairy tale in my head. But if it's just a fairy tale, why is it hurting this much? Why does it make me cry this much?
I thought love was a dream come true. It
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- Feb 7, 2010 I'm ripping out my heart for you...
- Feb 3, 2010 Rant.
- Feb 1, 2010 It Will Be Me. - Melissa Etheridge
- Jan 28, 2010 Songs
- Jan 22, 2010 Leaving again.
- Jan 21, 2010 Hmm.
- Jan 19, 2010 Wanna ask me something?
- Jan 10, 2010 Meme thingy
- Jan 7, 2010 Changing.
- Jan 4, 2010 I DELETE YOU
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- Interests: hanging with my frineds drawing pokemon anime things.
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- Favourite game: Pokemon
- Favourite gaming platform: Ds
- Favourite cartoon character: Umbreon
- Personal Quote: When your life sucks and you think your done, your friends are there for you no matter what
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